Frustrations…
Its hard when you run across what someone you compared yourself with in college. I just found one of the afore-mentioned’s blog, and feel a little like weeping. While I was busy getting married, buying a house and having a baby, it seems that she created a career and her talen. She now surpasses me in many ways. Its like a tiny bitter pill that just sits under your tongue not easily desolved. What am I making of my self other than a bedraggled, diaper changing hous-frau. If this post is gone an hour from now you know my self pride ate me up until I just deleted this.
Category: Peoples, Thoughts One comment »
October 6th, 2009 at 3:45 am
Boy do I know exactly how you feel. I think any mom who had any other thought than “I want to be a mom” when they were a little girl probably can relate. Not that the mom goal is bad, of course…I always “knew” I’d be a mom. I just also wanted to be a teacher. It’s tough to think about putting of those dreams and goals for possibly 20 years. Ah, but there are different seasons to life! I’m just trying to enjoy the one I’m currently in…and ignore that bitter pill.